undermedvetet överväldigande.
..och den konstanta känslan av att mitt liv håller på att gå käpprätt åt helvete.
självklart var jag oroad.
he didn't ask you to describe those insane days.
yes, he did ask you if you were suicidal, just like that, and that was about 30 seconds into the conversation i think. you then said you weren't. but you wanted to stay there, get help. so you got a sleeping pill and they said that now you could go home to linda. they sort of returned you to me. so we went to my place and i think i made you spinach soup. i sort of fed you, but anyway, you got food and you got your pill and about an hour passed and then you panicked, said you were about to die. your heart was racing and you were really scared, said that the doctors were trying to kill you. you were having a complete breakdown and you screamed, you were sitting on my bed, screaming that you would die.
i know what that does to you, how you always have to be on your toes. how you have to analyze each situation and always be prepared for a disaster to hit. but what if you, yourself, is that disaster?
yes, he did ask you if you were suicidal, just like that, and that was about 30 seconds into the conversation i think. you then said you weren't. but you wanted to stay there, get help. so you got a sleeping pill and they said that now you could go home to linda. they sort of returned you to me. so we went to my place and i think i made you spinach soup. i sort of fed you, but anyway, you got food and you got your pill and about an hour passed and then you panicked, said you were about to die. your heart was racing and you were really scared, said that the doctors were trying to kill you. you were having a complete breakdown and you screamed, you were sitting on my bed, screaming that you would die.
i know what that does to you, how you always have to be on your toes. how you have to analyze each situation and always be prepared for a disaster to hit. but what if you, yourself, is that disaster?